Time square~~

Today went to time square le..
because wanted to buy new year shirt..
yesterday nitez he told me tht he going too..
with his friend..
i dun knx i should sad or happy..~~
really hope faster can meet him..
bt for sure after meet him will feel so sad..
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2day bout 2 o,clock only rech times square....
my heart keep thinking..
whre can i meet him???
where is he nw??...lolz...so stupid..
n yesterday nitez...he told me he also going with some girl...
i feel so sad n jealous..
herrmmm..nvm la..
at time square tat time..
keep thinking stupid thing nerhx~~
n thn suddenly saw him...wth his friend..n thn duno knx y..suddenly cried out..my friend xiao yan n my sis take me to somewhere near the stairs to cool down..
lolx..
after cool down...we continue walk like normal..thn he saw me,n cum behind me duno said wat...i'm nt listening,cause tat time i was listening to a song~~i not even said hi too..
i sure had maked him hate him..
i really scard he hate me n won't ffind me again forever..
feel myself so childish~~hate myself so much...